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"Three different blades"
by Morgana/Sinner
Three different blades, laying before me
asking, begging, longing to taste blood
to take away the pain, the pain that hides inside
to comfort and caress me, to help me win the fight
to numb this insane feeling, to take this screaming pain
So I can go on, and live a life again
Three different blades, my enemies, my friends
they comfort and decieve me
betrayed me once and again
but still I can't let go
can't leave them behind
'cause scars on my body, heal wounds in my mind
"Battle of Arwen"
Young warrior-princess
wielding a blade
silvery reflection
of words
carved into flesh
Torn skin
Bleeding wounds
Screams in the dark
silenced by flashing steel
Armour pierced
Walls torn down
Desperate cries of sheer terror
ripping you apart
She looks up
at the dawning sky
oversees the battlefield
covered in blood
She drops her sword
looks at her bloodstained hands
What have I done...
Vox
by Morgana/Sinner
"Trust me, it won't hurt"
I hear the voice say
"you'll feel better after,
if you do it my way
Don't be afraid,
don't run away or hide
it's useless, believe me
you can't win the fight
Now come along, listen, and do as I say
I warn you; don't fight me,
or I'll make you pay
Stop thinking about it
just pick up that blade
Go on, you can do it
it's not yet too late
you can still get it out
if you just tear that skin
the blood will cleanse you
and take away your sin
There, that's a good girl
do you know that I'm proud?"
Slowly the voice fades
as I'm fading out.
Stigma
Water and Wine,
Blood and tears
These are my angers,
These are my fears.
A cut to release me,
A cut to feel real
A cut to make time stop
One cut more to feel
The result of my anger
The recipe for doom
Just one more cut
Will all end it soon
Deadlock
You are my razor
You are my pain
You drive me crazy
You keep me sane
Can't live without you
Can't let you stay
I'll bleed if you leave me
but please, go away
I remember,
my first smile
When the
Blood
Hit
The
Floor
KILL me
and call it euthanasia (sp
'cos suicide's just too controversial
RAPE me
so I know you love me
KILL me
so I know you care
Ruby drops on Virgin white,
staining the Imperfect beauty
into Perfection
Go ahead and remember,
Think about the pain
Remember, and tell yourself all over again:
You’re stupid and ugly
An unattractive bitch
Go ahead and remember
And throw the switch,
Let everything come back to you
All that was wrong
All negative feelings,
Let them sing along
Let them haunt and hurt you
And make you feel bad,
‘cause you’re not worth it, it’s so sad
Go ahead and remember
The peace of the blade
Pathetic little teenager,
You can’t escape.
Twisting and turning,
No matter what you do
These things will keep haunting and torturing you
So go ahead and remember
And reach for the blade,
Peace for one second,
Comes always too late.
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